my confession is .. i think what hurts me the most is my bby just wanted to see me… he wanted to see me so bad that he told me he would try to hurt himself just enough to be sent to the hospital just so he could get out & hug me. even when i told him that was stupid… 💔💔💔 he died trying to get to me. he died loving me… but even then, he told Clinton County he needed to go to the hospital & they ignored him💔💔 & still i feel so so so guilty & i will never feel okay living without u mh.. .. thi